new bags jessie and i hand made for the ladies to sport during festivals. tell us what you think<3 x
this body is aging, self-conscious and stiff. here’s to summer, please be kind.
trekky asked: First off, you're amazingly gorgeous. Secondly, your voice blows me away every time I listen to it. And lastly, you have an impeccable taste in music. :]
you’re amazing, thank you<3
late. surgery tomorrow. ice. ribs out of place. i want to sleep, i just want some sleep.
Looking creepy as hell without makeup.
baby and the monster.
Anonymous asked: the guy with the beard that played bass for you is a tool
you’re a tool. leave sam alone.
to find a devoted love like my mother and father, is something i will always want. here’s to 30 beautiful years together, i love you.
before a show, i hide. i don’t want to be seen. i don’t want to be talked to. i set myself up then go where ever it is i can to be where no one else is. i’d rather sit underneath a table and be left alone. i’m too hard to make conversation with. i’d rather not be stared at like i should die. then i get on with it, make a mess. spit. yell. brake what ever i want. then it’s over and i can leave myself on a filthy stage. the more i do this the more i see, absolutely nothing else matters.
i hate you for leaving me.
hospital for hours. tired. confused. doctors everywhere. i was happy and glad for a moment but now i just feel bad. i hate waiting for all the anxiety and upset to pass through me, every single night. i can’t find peace, i don’t find rest. i pray and i pray, i get lax and angry, i backslide and lose sight, i get selfish and then only fail trying to please myself. at a time when nothing should be about me, here i am.
Anonymous asked: What does I love you mean to you
it can mean nothing, it can mean everything.
never seen a guy hit so sexy.
Anonymous asked: Who's the boy on your tumblr?
my friend andreas.
Anonymous asked: your new song sounds so much like circa, i love it a lot<3
wow, really? that’s amazing, thank you<3
